Monday, July 26, 2010
Future
I’m not sure how much longer I’m going to keep doing this site. I haven’t decided yet but I have to say I’m tired of putting out fluff pieces for the masses. Oh yah, people always say, “write what you want” but do you know what the fuck happens every single gottdamned time I “write what I want”? Some asshole comes along and makes a comment about what I’m writing, “You’re better than this” or they don’t find it interesting or some kind of shit.
I have a completely private journal I’ve been writing in because of that type of shit right there. Who gives a shit if what I’m writing about is petty ass bullshit? You know what, kids? A lot of what I deal with on a day to day basis IS petty ass bullshit. Right now I’m having a fucking argument with a neighbor over a fucking bamboo tree. He claims it is “destroying my house”, shouting, screaming, cursing, threatening to take a chain saw, go in to my yard and chop the whole thing down and it’s not even FUCKING TOUCHING HIS GOTTDAMNED HOUSE EVEN WHEN THE WIND BLOWS.
I asked him to show me where this tree is “DESTROYING!!!!!11!!1!!!” his house. I even set up a specific time. Did he show? No. But he still threatens. I don’t own the land so it’s not like I can get him on trespassing or things like that so let’s not even go there with that advice.
I like the tree, I want it to say, it doesn’t touch his fucking house and frankly I’m really fucking pissed off over the whole thing because he brought it up, out of the blue, raging and screaming about it and not once has he spoken to me like a fucking calm adult about it and I’m so gottdamned mother fucking pissed off and I want to write it about it here but I don’t feel free to do that because some fucking cock sucking asshole is going to come here and say, “I don’t want to read that shit, I want to read about politics, not petty ass bullshit.”
FUCK!!LK@JKL@JKJRajfknafklsdan! FUCK!!!!
I wish everyone in my life would stop trying to fucking tell me what to do, stop trying to force what they fucking want down my throat, stop fucking disrespecting me and fucking TALK TO ME LIKE A FUCKING ADULT. And if you don’t like something, be tactful and nice about it or SHUT. THE FUCK. UP!
I’ve got a lot of rage building right now and if I’m not allowed to get that the fuck out of my system, it’s going to be really bad. LET ME FUCKING VENT.
