Saturday, August 11, 2007
Once And For All
I think it’s about time that I let someone know that they aren’t as clever as they think they are. Kids, make sure you know everything about a situation before you go assuming that the other person is an idiot and that you can continue to act like a jerk.
This is to one particular person: Do not act like you are disinterested or that you can’t be bothered or that you don’t give a shit. Spare me the whole coldness and bullshit in emails, dropping out of a correspondence in some ridiculous attempt to make me “pay”. Or whatever the fucking reason for it was. Don’t sit there and tell me, “We can keep in touch” and then act like a dickhead when I make that attempt, giving me one liners that have no personality or warmth behind them at all.
Most importantly, don’t act like you don’t know what’s going on with me. You fucked up twice because whatever game you’re trying to play, you totally suck at it. It’s quite obvious that you know what’s going on with the few statements you made in a couple of emails. And don’t you dare get snippy and testy with ME in an email when I state that I would tell you more about my new job if you were interested; coming back with a, “Why the mystery? Tell me or don’t.”
Because, sir, I know you already know.
Let me fill you in on something. I know your IP addresses. I know you’ve been reading my site. You have read it numerous times a day. I have a stat counter and it tells me who has visited. I learned your IP addresses a LONG time ago....SO! Hypocrite, you tell me, “Why the mystery?”
Enough with this shit. If you are not interested, fine. Stop reading my site. If you are interested, then act like a man and stop acting like a child. PICK one. Right now you’re acting like a 15 year old high school girl who drives by a boy’s house at night time, with the headlights off, to see if his car is there; acting haughty and cold to them in person but collecting whatever information about them that they can, “secretly”.
At this point, I don’t care if you pick the former because the day you wrote, “Why the mystery? Tell me or don’t”, so rudely, is the day I realized that everything I sensed, was right. You told me you never lied to me....except that you can’t even be fucking honest about already knowing what is going on in my life because you have been reading my site on a daily fucking basis. No, you did lie to me, several times since I’ve known you and when you got caught up in those lies, half truths, the dishonesty, you wanted to blame me. ANYONE but yourself. I’m the one who misunderstood. I’m the one who read too much in to this or that. I’m the one at fault here.
No. I’m not. And the fact that you’ve been reading my site constantly and then trying to act like you haven’t and acting like a cold, frigid bitch tells me that I was right about everything.
What I can’t figure out is why you bother. Why the fuck do you even bother? If you want to know anything about me, man up and ask me. Otherwise, leave me alone. Completely.
