Friday, April 08, 2011
The Power
So, I’m sure you’ve heard of “The Secret” and all that “power of positive thinking” stuff. I’ve always been a, “plan for anything and everything just in case” kind of person, coming up with all kinds of worst case scenarios..."Ok, if this then that...and if that then this”, because, well, sometimes you have to do that to survive and not get crazy when things get out of control. Cause, see, you already thought of it and you already know what you’re going to do.
The problem is, I spend a lot of time thinking of how everything can go wrong, (I’m Irish, c’mon, fucking Murphy’s Law, people! It happens!), and not enough on should everything go right.
SO, this time, (in reference to the post I wrote before the ad below), I’ve decided to prepare as if what I want is actually happening already. In fact, last night, I visited iTunes and put together my “travel CD” so that I’ll have something that is perfect, especially for my mindset, for the journey.
And I’m thinking about it at work to the point that when a co-worker said today that next January we are going to have a bunch of Germans coming all the time, (she took out a site inspection tour today), and my first thought was, really it was, “I won’t be here”. That’s how positive I’m trying to think of this.
I hope things work out, go my way and I get what I’m trying to get. And like I said, if that happens, once it has happened, I have one hell of a huge story because what you’ve heard thus far is just small snippets. You would not believe how horrid the truth really is.
Think positive, send them this way, and soon, I’ll be there and all will be revealed. And, I’m also working on that other project I was talking about. Kind of hit a road block because I am having problems with some of the...shall we call it, “programming” and I don’t know enough how to fix it. Not sure what to do...it’s a minor fix, I’m sure but I just don’t know how to fix it so we are at a stand still until I can figure it out or someone who does know what they are doing can help. Then? That, too, shall be revealed.
I’m working hard to get things better and right. Like I said in my previous post, the devil is asking me to sell my soul and I don’t reckon I will.
