Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Whatever
So...my New Year’s Resolution is to be just like everyone else.
I’m going to lie.
I’m going to make excuses for being an asshole.
I’m going to be rude.
I’m going to be uncaring.
I’m going to say one thing but mean another.
I’m going to demand everything be my way or the highway.
I’m going to say, “Fuck compassion and empathy and understanding.”
I’m going to retaliate and make people feel like shit.
I’m going to be as big a fucking bitch as I can because being nice, doing things for others, giving of myself, keeping my mouth shut to let the other person just have that damn battle, sacrificing, compromising, empathizing and giving is for the birds.
All that does is get you fucked and used and bullshitted to....and I’m not going to care about my fucking sentence structures either.
Being nice gets you nothing.
Being a flaming fucknozzle gets you everything.
This is what I’ve learned.
I can treat people like fucking shit and face nothing for it. Be nice? No, that gets you shit on.
So that is my New Year’s Resolution.
Fuck all of it. Fuck all of them. Fuck being nice. It doesn’t work.
I’m opinionated, I’m independent, I’m strong and if you don’t fucking like it? Tough fucking shit. I will not change for anyone, EVER, again. You fucking accept me as I am or you fucking take a hike. Don’t tell me you like that and then make me pay for it. Piss off.
And if you are getting offended and thinking it’s all about you, it probably is. I’ve had enough of the bullshit for one lifetime. I will not apologize for who I am to anyone ever again. I will not apologize for telling the truth, I will not apologize for calling anyone on their hypocrisy, I will not apologize for telling it like I see it--not my fucking problem if people can’t handle fucking constructive criticism. I take it...and people loooooooove it when I dish to anyone else but them...but OH! when it comes to them, they have a righteous fucking herd of cattle.
Guess what? I’m not perfect and neither the fuck is anyone else in this world. BUT, this world does not wish to accept that fucking reality. So fuck it.
I will be who the fuck I feel like being and right now I feel like being just as bitchy, stupid and rude as everyone else.
